August 30th:
Part I: St. Mary's in the Hills
The sun cracked through the mountains like fire on stone, as the blue sky colluded with gray clouds, conspiring for rain. The gray coolness of the last Sunday in August was like water in the desert - the air and trees felt alive with the moisture - the cool wetness welcome from the hot humidity of Raleigh's scorching temps. I find a peace in the cloudy days in the mountains - the smoke rising in the clouds has a mysterious knowing to it - the clouds call us to search our own hearts and minds - while making peace with the things we fight against. There is nothing cleaner and more invigorating than a mountain rain.
My mom and I enjoyed a breakfast of cereal, yogurt and fruit at the Ridgeway Inn before embarking to St. Mary's of the Hills for Sunday service. This beautiful stone edifice, located in the heart of downtown is a space alive with grace and hope. The church's architecture reflects the contemplative spirit of the mountains and invites travelers into the peace of God's SPIRIT of Light. I loved the mountain architecture and old world charm of the edifice - while a church cannot be defined by its grand style - it does reflect the active community oriented parish that make Blowing Rock their home and serve their community with love and compassion.
The name St. Mary's of the Hills struck a particular chord with me as I have a strong devotion to Mother Mary - who was a light who followed God's will and said 'yes' to God. Mary is a tender mother who God entrusted with HIS very self in the incarnate word and St. Mary's of the Hills reflects the humility and fortitude of Mary and points the way to Christ, her son, our LORD.
Built in 1918, St. Mary's of the Hills instantly invokes a sense of contemplative wonder in embracing grace and worship. The church is home to Madonna of the Hills, a master work by former congregant and internationally renowned artist Elliott Daingerfield. The church also features glorious stain glass windows and handcrafted Stations of the Cross.
http://ncpedia.org/biography/daingerfield-elliott
The service included uplifting hymns and a thought-provoking sermon about embracing desert times and our call to provide nourishment to others in their desert times - I have been in a desert time in my life and the imagery of the sermon and scripture spoke to my heart - I felt the Holy Spirit at work. Receiving communion I prayed in thanksgiving for God's nourishing love and grace in desert times and the blessing of my life and hope for the future. How can I build God's kingdom? Where have I kept my feet secure in Him, and where do I let fear paralyze my soul?
After church, my mom and I ate a hearty meal at the Town Tavern. The rain had tapered off, so we decided to sit outside. The Town Tavern is a popular spot for locals to listen to local musicians play cover tunes and originals while enjoying drafts in a family friendly atmosphere.
I ordered a locally bred grass fed organic burger with NC bacon, cheddar cheese and BBQ sauce with a side of got to be NC home sweet potato fries. My mom and I split a yummy salad - loaded with tomatoes, carrots and cheese.
Stuffed and ready to explore the mountains, my mom and drove eighteen miles west towards Linville NC to Grandfather Mountain.
Grandfather Mountain is arguably the icon of the North Carolina mountains, it is a place that crosses space and time - a common anchor in the tapestry of North Carolina myth, lore and adventure. Grandfather Mountain is a converging ecological region where alpine extremes meet with wildflower valleys and unique geologic wonders. Grandfather Mountain is truly a place where wonders never cease...stay tuned for my blog on our trip to Grandfather Mountain.
Sunday, October 11, 2015
Bumming around Blowing Rock
August 29th 2015:
I had the privilege to spend my 31st birthday enjoying a mountain retreat in historic Blowing Rock. The mountains ignite my soul and Blowing Rock's southern rock charm blew us away.
Nestled in the heart of North Carolina's Appalachian Blue Ridge, the hamlet of Blowing Rock is a thriving community reflecting the heritage and mountain spirit of northwestern North Carolina's High Country region.
Blowing Rock is a mountain oasis, a quaint walk-able village bustling with culture, good eats, shopping and recreation. The village a living story book, lined with bed and breakfast craftsman bungalows and Old Manse style inns, book shops and boutiques, gardens and stone churches - each edifice tells a story - a history that lives side by side with the vibrant present.
My mom and I arrived at Blowing Rock just after 3 p.m, the sun peaking out from the clouds; the air a perfect seventy-six degrees with a breeze. We checked into the historic Ridgeway Inn, conveniently located a stone's throw from downtown shops and eateries. The Ridgeway Inn has the distinction of being the first inn in Blowing Rock to provide accommodations - it is rustic high end charm for a moderate price. Each room is uniquely decorated with mountain ambiance and solitude luxury.
The inn features a wine and cheese hour nightly and a continental breakfast in the common area. My favorite part of the inn are the lovely garden sitting areas on site, perfect for enjoying a glass of wine or in my case a butter beer (Hogwarts style) and a good book in the cool crisp mountain air!
After unpacking the car, my mom and I hit the pavement and explored Blowing Rock's quaint downtown - perusing the diverse array of shops...I liked the offbeat garden shop and French shop...Blowing Rock's shops reflect the passion of shop local - with businesses owned by people who care about their community and offering eclectic and practical items for high brow travelers to back country hikers. The downtown is family friendly, connecting directly to Broyhill Park - where outdoor concerts, family festivals and fun occur throughout the year.
Per the suggestion of locals we ate at a restaurant tucked away in the woods, called Bistro Rocca. My mom had eaten at the restaurant years ago and loved - so we thought we'd indulge for my birthday. While the views from the restaurant were stellar - Bistro Rocca disappointed - I will assume it was an off night but the Gluten Free pizza tasted like paste - I make a better GF pizza - they also put salad dressing on my salad and I am highly allergic to salad dressing - the waitress was rude about having to remake the salad...the gluten free torte was bland and dry - nothing to write home about...it was so bad I could not help but laugh - I did see the steaks being served to a nearby table and they looked scrumptious.
While Bistro Rocca did not merit a * rating - Blowing Rock is teeming with awesome restaurants - we just picked the wrong meal and wrong venue...I look forward to trying the other yummy culinary hot spots in the area on this trip and in the future.
My mom and I treated ourselves to Kilwin's delicious hand spun ice cream for a late night treat. I got the caramel cluster flavor - it was scrumptious. Ice Cream is my favorite meal of the day.
We concluded our evening by strolling in the brisk night air on the wandering hilly streets of Blowing Rock before relaxing in the hotel room. I enjoyed a good book and a hot bath with some bath salts. I could not imagine having a more blessed birthday - the biggest blessing was spending it with my mom - without her I wouldn't be here!
Saturday, September 5, 2015
The View from the Top
August 29th, 2015
I don't need candles to pass the hours into another year on earth, for my birthday, the mountains have called and I must go - my thirty-one years on this planet has been an undying series of mountains, curves and swerves, pinnacles and valleys of shadow and death, despair and reawakening from the depths of the tomb...I am usually one to cross off birthday celebrations...this year I am celebrating - not by fighting the great unknown - but embracing it...with a weekend trip to the North Carolina Mountains...I am coming home in a way, the mists and rugged hills of my home state have always haunted me with peace and an explorer's disposition. I am rediscovering my phoenix wings and the glory and majesty of the adventure life affords - even in the madness of changes in seasons.
My rambling heart has crossed the threshold of another trip around the sun. I have always ignored birthday's as just another exchange of the moon into dawn - however this year I am celebrating my life. Life is an extraordinary dance is a vent of chaos and I'm grateful to God for the immense blessings, HIS grace has brought into my life.
As I look back on my thirty-one years on this planet - instead of feeling rejection and heartache for all the fallen dreams that guarded my heart in my younger years - I am fearlessly learning to forgive myself and let go of the hurt. I acknowledge the detours as lessons forking me into a untraveled byway I needed to endure on foot - testing my soul in the refining power of trial by fire.
Life is always lived in the juxtaposition of routine and transition. In my thirty-one years I have lassoed adversity from emotional abuse and betrayal...I am beginning to recognize lost fragments of myself...I allowed my self worth to be chained to other people's ideals - instead of resting in the grace of my own dynamic energy that God has given me. While I have always been fiercely independent and empathetic - desperate to sow good in this world, I have clutched my fear and allowed myself to be caged in by past abuse.
I have always lacked security in my own skin. I am learning to dance in my joy and the joy of the Holy Spirit.
My life has been one heartbreak after another. Loss, pain, hurt, loneliness, struggles and hardship and yet it has been in the suffering - in the desperate times that God's light has shone like diamonds in the rough - stars in a sea of night, a firefly on the cusp of summer. Life is not meant to be easy, Life is meant to be lived. Living means moving. Living means breathing. Living is learning lessons and being willing to listen and follow the tread of an old faded map and a friends advice, without compromising our hearts. Life is a delicate balancing of holding on and letting go. I see it as the dove who first left the ark - able to fly, and in flying setting the world a light in a peace - 'the storm is over.'
I have always loved the mountains - In the mountains I find peace. I am beginning to realize that mountains are a living metaphor - a eon of testimony for how life's greatest beauty and foundations is not formed by straight predestined roads, but rather the hardship of climbing and blazing a path in desert sands, rocky precipices and dense forests. We must see the forest for the trees, but may we never forget one tree is intricately and independently woven into the tapestry of a forest.
It is easy to get lost, to feel forgotten, but when we get lost in the Holy Spirit we find in the infinite insignificance of the chaos of the world - how significant we are to God and as God's own - how integral it is that we participate in life - with an appreciation of its beauty and grace - willing to love ourselves and also being willing to sacrifice the easy roads for the rocky terrain - the terrain that builds our character and helps us to feast in a banquet of mercy. Life is not a solitary game. Life is a symbiotic breath in tune with the forest and hills, mesas and sky.
So how do we bridge this quandary of freeing the independent spirit - letting go of the fear of pleasing others, while still being integrated into a society. This is not an easy task - but for me when we place ourselves in solitary confinement - we are caged by our own faculties - unable to grow and heal, and when we refuse to allow the storm within ourselves flood the noise with peace - then we are also prisoners - wandering like ants marching...
God is the root we must plug into - a tree is firmly rooted in the forest ecosystem and yet a tree stands alone and in communion. We cannot live our lives so confined by the ways of the world that we fail to allow our Spirit, the Holy Spirit within us, to roam free.
We are free by Christ and by love - and mercy and grace. We are free to dance and sing in the wild abandon of a heart's infinite life when God breathes life into us - and in that life, our independence we can serve our neighbor - not motivated by greed and self-importance - but a desire to share in mercy, to break the bread of ourselves and share in the cup - so that in tears we may be shoulders to lean on and in the waking of brilliant dawn in a summer sky - we can find release - the fearlessness to know that for every night there is a dawn and the dawn is always on fire in our hearts - if we just be still and ignite the SPIRIT of LOVE and MERCY within us.
At thirty-one I look back at my life and its wildfire dance of phoenix smoke rising. The air is clearing and I can confidently step off the edge of the wild with my feet grounded and in flight. Running but not restless.
Stay tuned as I blog about our mountain adventure in Blowing Rock and beyond...
I don't need candles to pass the hours into another year on earth, for my birthday, the mountains have called and I must go - my thirty-one years on this planet has been an undying series of mountains, curves and swerves, pinnacles and valleys of shadow and death, despair and reawakening from the depths of the tomb...I am usually one to cross off birthday celebrations...this year I am celebrating - not by fighting the great unknown - but embracing it...with a weekend trip to the North Carolina Mountains...I am coming home in a way, the mists and rugged hills of my home state have always haunted me with peace and an explorer's disposition. I am rediscovering my phoenix wings and the glory and majesty of the adventure life affords - even in the madness of changes in seasons.
My rambling heart has crossed the threshold of another trip around the sun. I have always ignored birthday's as just another exchange of the moon into dawn - however this year I am celebrating my life. Life is an extraordinary dance is a vent of chaos and I'm grateful to God for the immense blessings, HIS grace has brought into my life.
As I look back on my thirty-one years on this planet - instead of feeling rejection and heartache for all the fallen dreams that guarded my heart in my younger years - I am fearlessly learning to forgive myself and let go of the hurt. I acknowledge the detours as lessons forking me into a untraveled byway I needed to endure on foot - testing my soul in the refining power of trial by fire.
Life is always lived in the juxtaposition of routine and transition. In my thirty-one years I have lassoed adversity from emotional abuse and betrayal...I am beginning to recognize lost fragments of myself...I allowed my self worth to be chained to other people's ideals - instead of resting in the grace of my own dynamic energy that God has given me. While I have always been fiercely independent and empathetic - desperate to sow good in this world, I have clutched my fear and allowed myself to be caged in by past abuse.
I have always lacked security in my own skin. I am learning to dance in my joy and the joy of the Holy Spirit.
My life has been one heartbreak after another. Loss, pain, hurt, loneliness, struggles and hardship and yet it has been in the suffering - in the desperate times that God's light has shone like diamonds in the rough - stars in a sea of night, a firefly on the cusp of summer. Life is not meant to be easy, Life is meant to be lived. Living means moving. Living means breathing. Living is learning lessons and being willing to listen and follow the tread of an old faded map and a friends advice, without compromising our hearts. Life is a delicate balancing of holding on and letting go. I see it as the dove who first left the ark - able to fly, and in flying setting the world a light in a peace - 'the storm is over.'
I have always loved the mountains - In the mountains I find peace. I am beginning to realize that mountains are a living metaphor - a eon of testimony for how life's greatest beauty and foundations is not formed by straight predestined roads, but rather the hardship of climbing and blazing a path in desert sands, rocky precipices and dense forests. We must see the forest for the trees, but may we never forget one tree is intricately and independently woven into the tapestry of a forest.
It is easy to get lost, to feel forgotten, but when we get lost in the Holy Spirit we find in the infinite insignificance of the chaos of the world - how significant we are to God and as God's own - how integral it is that we participate in life - with an appreciation of its beauty and grace - willing to love ourselves and also being willing to sacrifice the easy roads for the rocky terrain - the terrain that builds our character and helps us to feast in a banquet of mercy. Life is not a solitary game. Life is a symbiotic breath in tune with the forest and hills, mesas and sky.
So how do we bridge this quandary of freeing the independent spirit - letting go of the fear of pleasing others, while still being integrated into a society. This is not an easy task - but for me when we place ourselves in solitary confinement - we are caged by our own faculties - unable to grow and heal, and when we refuse to allow the storm within ourselves flood the noise with peace - then we are also prisoners - wandering like ants marching...
God is the root we must plug into - a tree is firmly rooted in the forest ecosystem and yet a tree stands alone and in communion. We cannot live our lives so confined by the ways of the world that we fail to allow our Spirit, the Holy Spirit within us, to roam free.
We are free by Christ and by love - and mercy and grace. We are free to dance and sing in the wild abandon of a heart's infinite life when God breathes life into us - and in that life, our independence we can serve our neighbor - not motivated by greed and self-importance - but a desire to share in mercy, to break the bread of ourselves and share in the cup - so that in tears we may be shoulders to lean on and in the waking of brilliant dawn in a summer sky - we can find release - the fearlessness to know that for every night there is a dawn and the dawn is always on fire in our hearts - if we just be still and ignite the SPIRIT of LOVE and MERCY within us.
At thirty-one I look back at my life and its wildfire dance of phoenix smoke rising. The air is clearing and I can confidently step off the edge of the wild with my feet grounded and in flight. Running but not restless.
Stay tuned as I blog about our mountain adventure in Blowing Rock and beyond...
Thursday, September 3, 2015
Going to the Mountains; Going Home
'Thousands of tired, nerve-shaken, over-civilized people are beginning to find out that going to the mountains is going home; that wildness is a necessity” John Muir
I hunger for wildness, my bones thirst for its grace. I starve in the city streets, lost in traffic jams and skyscrapers - unable to see the unbridled sky, where clouds dazzle as the sun's diamond dust in the late August heat.
For my 31st birthday, my restless hungry heart demanded a rendezvous a chance to chase the wildness in my soul. The past thirty-one years have been a dance of chaos and light, extreme darkness only making the stars shine all the brighter. I find in the constellations a compass reflecting the truth of God's powerful light even in the depths of deep darkness in my soul and in this wild struggle with my beasts of fear and doubt - I find my way home to HIM and in HIM I unlock the key to myself as sunrise breaks the dawn.
A year ago I moved back to my hometown of Raleigh NC and while I enjoy the amenities of top-notch shopping and the meandering city sidewalks in my neighborhood near Cameron Village - I cannot find rest here with the pollution and aggression of fast lane life, where everyone seems to be going somewhere and yet no where at all.
John Muir's quote at the beginning of my post perfectly surmises my hunt own hunt for wildness...to tame and release the wildness within my fragile human heart and instead dance in the glory of nature's fury and flight.
My deep desire to re-discover communion with the mountains pierced my heart after my mother and I were robbed at gunpoint at an area shopping mall. Suddenly the fear of losing became secondary to the fear of not living with an abundant heart. My peace - the peace of Christ, is ignited in my heart in the natural wonder of HIS creation - nature is my release - everything made by human hands pales in comparison to the beauty of God's creation - a sculpture of fire and ice.
I tend to ramble when I write about nature - yet in this post I feel my rambling is a reflection of my heart able to take flight. After years of suffering psychological abuse and trying to conform to broken standards of a world in disrepair - I am learning to find peace in myself and to forgive myself and learn to trust in God's mercy and mercy is every present in the wilderness.
It is not a coincidence that biblical scriptures are set amid the breaking points of the desert - in wild places - sometimes it is only when we are forced to search outside of our comfort zone and learn to navigate God's country that we find ourselves looking inward and turning to our Creator to sow in us abundant hearts - founded in the cornerstone of mercy and redemption, peace and fortitude, resilience and the art of letting go.
I will dedicate the next few blog entries on my quaint birthday excursion to North Carolina's Blowing Rock and the neighboring High Country of these ancient Appalachian hills...
From the earth we were created out of dust and the earth is our temporary home - when we go to the mountains we find the peace to accept our humble place amid giants and the supreme order of the land - and in the mountains we are not venturing into a new place - instead we are coming home - home to the peace of ourselves - the ability to perceive beauty in life's obstacles and acknowledging the vast view of the wilderness within ourselves waiting to be explored and our call to help others in their wilderness steps. No mountain can be climbed alone, as no human heart can stand as stone.
Tuesday, May 5, 2015
Part II: Clingman's Dome to Cherokee NC
April 1, 2014 continued.
“There is a
quiet peace in this mountains. It lures
you in with the whisper of the wind and dances with a subtle flicker of the
sun. The trees are firmly rooted as time
changes, able to bend in storms. The
leaves lie naked in vulnerability in hiding from the winter chill, only to
burst forth in spring color, a reminder life persists against the depths of
frozen death, test and resolved and resilient.
So that when the seasons of Spring and Summer enter the precipice of
winter’s breath, they do not shy away from the struggles ahead, instead the
full beauty of wonder of the forest sings in an explosion of color, golden as
kings of the mountain, tears of joys they shout in color when the crisp golden
orange leaves start to fall. I find my
life in the quiet peace of the forest.
It is not a startling revelation, but a slow climb up the back of a
mountain to a vista I could have never imagined in my wildest dreams.”
I wrote the passage
above describes the subtle and deep wonder of the Oconaluftee region of The
Great Smoky Mountains National Park.
With each footstep on the compact dirt ground the past rumbles. This land was created by conflict in geologic
forces, upheaval in motion, only in that chaos could such mastery be formed,
soft and sweet as spring emerging from the cloak of snow. The song of the Cherokee, their language and
legends is connected with this land. The
connect runs so deep that each Cherokee story and word comes from the mountains
and the clear waters of the Oconaluftee River, while the energy of the Cherokee
civilization remains alive in these hills, as stewards of the land.
The town of Cherokee North Carolina is located at
the southern terminus of the Newfound Gap Road.
Set against the backdrop of tall ambling forests and the peaks of the
Smokies, Cherokee is the perfect spot to soak one’s senses in the lore of this
ancient land and commune with the history and mystery of the mountains. Located on the Cherokee Reservation, within
the Qualla Boundary, it continues to be the ancestral land and center of the
Eastern Band of the Cherokee Tribe. The town boasts a thriving arts and
cultural scene define by the diverse culture of a tribe older than millennium.
I prefer Cherokee as a base to Gatlinburg because
it still reflects the heart of the land.
Cherokee is a town built in the mountains, echoing the mists of the
mountains. It is not elegant or refined,
rather homey and inviting. It exudes a
calm peace and forgotten tranquility without losing modern convenience. Cherokee is laid back and sophisticated. It has a nice balance of touristy and the
heart and soul of the mountains. It has
numerous hotels and bed and breakfasts, homegrown restaurants and Cherokee art
galleries. Cherokee has keep the
personality and character of the tribe’s culture imbued into the city
streets. The Cherokee language paired
side by side with English. The Cherokee
have an excellent museum working to educate others on their outstanding culture
and history. In the summer months,
travelers can enjoy top notch drama in ‘Unto These Hills,’ an award-winning
theatrical production telling the story of the Cherokee, including their tragic
persecution in the Trail of Tears.
I am fascinated
by Native American culture. The Cherokee
are the song of the Smokies, a great civilization cut down by the nefarious
aims of strangers driven by selfish aims.
For 1000 years the Cherokee lived in the Smokies. It is the Cherokee who bestowed the name: ‘Shaconage,’
translated as ‘The land of the blue smoke.’
The Cherokee cared and tended these hills as a holy place. The corrupt spirit of man may fail, but the
healing powers of the Oconaluftee and the Blue Smoke of the mountains had the
spirit of hope and healing. The blue
smoke rising, the forest’s shade and winding backs of uprooted trails and
weeping waterfalls and roaring rivers provides timeless inspiration. It is a place of quiet peace even when the
ominous storms gather, the rain falls as nourishment for the hills…The Cherokee
have faced insurmountable odds driven by prejudices and hate, yet their
persevering song and traditions are a reminder of the power of healing and
forgiveness, hope in despair and fighting for social justice in all times. I only have admiration with the tribe. I eagerly continue to learn and grow in
knowledge of their history, lore, culture, art and civilization. It is woven into the tapestry of the Smokies
as much as the trees and rivers themselves.
The Cherokee have lived on this land for
generation after generation and to step humbly into their sacred land is a
gift. I only had hospitality from the
locals and look forward to returning and continuing to blog about Cherokee and
their cultural history.
Famished after
traversing mountains, my mom and I decided to stop at Wendy’s for a late lunch,
after which we returned to the Oconaluftee Visitor’s Center (Smokies) to load
up on hiking information, human and geologic history of the region and
sightseeing tips.
The Oconaluftee
Visitor Center is beautifully sited in a ‘cove,’ a dell in the midst of
rambling rock fortresses and the Oconaluftee River rushing in the near
distance. The center is completely LEED
certified and has a plethora of exhibits.
The Ranger
suggested that we take time to explore the Mountain Farm Museum on site before
ambling along the Oconaluftee River Trail.
The Mountain
Farm Museum is a collection of historic log buildings gathered from throughout
the Smoky Mountains. The edifices
narrate the story of nineteenth century life in the land of the blue
smoke. Intrepid pioneers settled in the
Smokies of Tennessee and North Carolina in the 1800s, building agriculture
communities…these communities were actually highly sophisticated given the
remote and harsh life one endured in the mountains. It took fortitude and a hardy belligerence to
let roots grow deep in these hills. In
every plank of wood and nail, there is a story, in every cinder box a conflict
and a peace. Closing my eyes and
breathing in the mountain air as I step into the antiquated log structures, I
sense the past and the more you search the past you find how relevant it is to
the present – from neighborly feuds, camaraderie, the rosined bow of fiddle and
the toil, sweat and tears in agriculture, battling frost and disease, death and
resurrection the human and natural element ties us together into universal
truths and lessons, lessons about preserving the land and the costs of
mismanaging the natural treasure of the mountains (logging…deforestation, over
grazing…
~
The Oconaluftee
River Trail offers a glimpse into the living legends of the Cherokee, a
riparian ecosystem and mixed forest topography.
It is one of the easiest trails in the park in terms of elevation gain
and grade, but it continues to be one of my favorites. The Oconaluftee Trail embodies the quiet
peace and glorious restlessness of the mountains and coves. With each step you are on a journey, a
journey that engages the soul to pause and the mind to contemplate, while
inviting hikers to pause, staring at the river rapids, allowing the beat of a
haunting wind whisper the legends of the Cherokee, who carved their culture,
inspired in creation by this resilient land.
Along the 2 mile (4 mile round trip) dirt path are signs bringing to
life Cherokee lore.
Oconaluftee
comes from the Cherokee word, ‘Egwanulti,’ which means by the river. The
Cherokee consider the Oconaluftee River to be a sacred place. The ritual of ‘Going to the River,’ stepping
waist high into the paradoxically roaring and calm waters of this the flowing
water is said to cleanse a spirit and heal a body’s wounds. Every day the Cherokee would ‘Go to the
River,’ as a sign of repentance and reflection.
In Cherokee tradition the river is known as ‘The Long Man,’ as it
stretches out long and narrow, other times wide and flooding over its banks
tempestuously. Standing on the banks of
the Oconaluftee there is a sense of the river as a metaphorical spirit. It is a life force that feeds vegetation,
nourishes crops and quenches the thirst of man.
It supplies trout for both bear and man.
It is the wading waters of wildlife.
It the mountains are the heart of the ecosystem, the trees are the
oxygen and the rivers arteries and veins – a sustaining force.
The Oconaluftee Trail meanders through a dense
forest of eastern hemlock, yellow buckeye, eastern sycamore, flowering dogwood
and tulip trees. One thing that has
astounded me about the Smokies is the diversity of trees, and the expanse of
deciduous trees. Right now the deciduous
trees, recovering from the harshest winter in twenty years, remain asleep,
barren and seemingly lifeless. On my next trip to the Smokies this same forest
will be alive with a spectrum of color from hues of green to the wildflower
violets and vibrant yellows. Over forty
species of wildflowers grown on the banks of the Oconaluftee River.
The highlight of this trail are the interpretative
signs detailing the myths of the Cherokee, their cultural history and flare for
storytelling. Their stories are inspired
by their love of this ancient land, a land of lore that they are intrinsically
tied to in body and spirit. The Cherokee
like many other Native Americans were monotheistic, believing in one Creator
God, The Great Spirit who was all powerful and good. They knew of the battle of good and evil and
that good in the end is more powerful, yet there is an eternal tug of war in
this world. They belief everything in
the earth has a spirit, a life within it, from the trees and forests, to the
muddy and hard ground, the rivers and streams, animals and wildflowers. They revere the land because it is given by
the Great Spirit. I think this is akin
to the Christian and Jewish traditions and we can learn a lot about selflessness
and respect of the land from the Cherokee’s reverence for the Great Spirit,
God, the Creator and his glorious creation in the world around us.
The Cherokee Creation Story: The Buzzard
When the earth was formed at the beginning of this
distant time, the world was covered in water and all the creatures of lived in
the sky in constant flight. On land one
dreams to soar to the clouds, still the birds and sky creatures need a
foundation to rest.
The creatures of the sky were curious about what
lay underneath the expanse of water, deep and hidden. So one day Dayuni’si, a small, yet intrepid
water beetle volunteered to explore the depths of the water. Skimming across the surface he found no solid
ground, however when he dived down he found mud and the foundation of the
earth. In time the ground expanded,
spreading out from the water and to the ends of the earth. After all this occurred, one of the animals
attached this new land to the sky with four strings. Just after the Earth was formed it was flat
and soft. The sky animals decided to
send a bird down to see if it had dried.
They send the great Buzzard from Galun’lati to prepare the earth for
habitation. The buzzard flew down and by
the time he reached the Cherokee land he was so fatigued that his winds began
to hit the ground. Where the wings crashed to the ground, there a mountain or
valley formed. The mountains of the
Smokies still resemble an ocean, a blue mist expanse of mountains and valleys –
all carved by the wings of a weary and magnificent bird. The land was lit by
the sun and moon and the stars and it remains the land of the Cherokee and
creatures of the forest.
Other stories along the trail included the tale of
Utkena, the giant serpent and the battle for her magical rock, as well as the
creation story of evergreens and the ‘sleeping’ deciduous trees
The
interpretative signs along the trail – The Buzzard/Creation/Utkena.
As we were
returning to the visitor center my mom and I spotted four cow elk wading on the
banks of the river, shrouded in the shade of evergreens. Elk are very common in Yellowstone and
Montana, still this viewing is a special treat.
Elk, like bison, wolves and cougars once called this land home. Elk measured in the thousands to millions
only to be depleted by hunters and obliterated like bison from the Appalachian
Mountains. In 2001, Great Smoky National
Park began a reintroduction program of elk into the park. In the past thirteen years their numbers have
grown with a healthy population around 160 elk.
To gaze upon these elegant and massive creatures in their historical
range, thriving, is a joy as a conservationist.
Driving home
the sun began to set as a firestorm of color before dipping below the
mountains, leaving an aura of twilight.
In the interlude of dusk, several wild turkeys crossed the road. We paused once again at Newfound Gap, the
panorama a soft and alluring glow of warm reds and burnt oranges in the mists
of the mountain fog. Darkness revealing
lonely stars twinkling as beacons in the night.
Monday, May 4, 2015
Part I: Smoky Mountain Crossroads~Newfound Gap
Archived Entry from our trip to The Great Smokies
April 1 2014
The sun dances,
soft and furious, as it splinters through the cracks of the forest canopy,
casting a series of shadows and golden light as I drove the winding road from
Gatlinburg to Newfound Gap…Hailed as one of the most scenic drives in America,
the byway climbs the backbone of the Smokies for 31.2 miles from Gatlinburg to
Cherokee. The road is a marvel in
engineering, traversing the heart and soul of the mountains, like a vein,
clamping onto the rock, winding through tunnels and switchbacks, virgin forests
and skirting tumbling rivers, inching its way up to the ‘Newfound Gap.’
A gap is a low
point in a mountain ridge. In New
England it is referred to as a ‘notch,’ and in Montana we call them mountain
passes. The words ‘gap,’ ‘notch,’ and
‘pass,’ all describe the bends and breaks to breathe in the mountain air at
5046 feet. The Newfound Road is the only
road in the Smokies that ‘passes’ over the Appalachian chain of the Smokies, a
backbone of stone, dense forests and raw, untapped beauty across the state
lines of TN-NC once only accessible through arduous backbreaking hikes through
the deep dense mists of the mountains, maneuvering cliffs and rivers, forests
and air stealing elevation gain. The
drive takes second gear and twists and turns, each curve of pavement revealing
splendor in the rough and wild.
Starting off at
the Sugarlands Visitor Center on the west end, the road snakes through a deep
mixed forest of deciduous trees. Each
mile slightly alters the topography and ecology of our surroundings, as flora
changes with elevation gain, creating a diverse and enchanting mountain landscape.
Rangers parallel a drive on Newfound Gap
Road as a trip from muggy Appalachian forests of Tennessee to the cool boreal
forests in Canada.
As a child I used to dream the forests of the Blue
Ridge were magical, with creatures of fantasy and myth, legends come to life in
the mystery of the jagged ambling hills.
I can still imagine hiking into these woods, perhaps in the mists of a
crisp day stumbling upon an ancient world, or a lost civilization. It seems fanciful, still there is a mystery
that lures you into the Smokies. This
land is not possessed with the daunting overwhelming in your face wonder of the
Rockies – both possess a unique whisper and shout that calls to the soul, each
with a chaos and peace…the Smokies has a rambling beauty, a maze that beckons
dreamers and skeptics to wander into the forest in search of answers – the
mountains guard their secrets closely, one cannot unravel all the hidden
wonders in this alcove of paradise, a paradise battling against the world. No one who enters these hills in earnest,
even the most cynical of heart, will be transformed by this land, the air thick
with the life of the forest, the tapestry of peaks and cliffs, caves and
valleys…it is nature’s impressionist artwork, best viewed in a panoramic
landscape, all the while best explored in the nuances of light and shadow on a
damp forest trail.
The first part
of Newfound Gap Road cuts through a gorge caved by the West Prong-Little Pigeon
River. The forest is still asleep after
the harsh frozen winter…even April’s 70 degree sunshine fails to awaken the
slumber trees…they will bloom in their time, verdant green and bursting with
color…to explode in a pageantry of fire reds in yellow before dying in flesh
with winters frost. I imagine that the
mountains are meant to guard the forests, to protect their roots against the
axes of men and the pests of the lowlands.
The mountains give life to the forests and the forests build on the
fountain of the rock and dirt from eons past.
Life, past and present converging as they fight against and uncertain
future. The trees bend in the wind, but
do not fall…they are strong, still it is a fight against the elements, from
extreme weather to non-native pests that disease the forests.
In the cycle of the forest, we can reflect
on our own transformation in life, the cycles and seasons of our own flesh and
soul. We bloom in glory, shining as the
sun, seemingly invincible, death’s first kiss is in the form of a fire-red
wonder show…it is the sublime moments of old age that peace finally comes and
life bursts into color…only to fall into the flesh, not the spirit…Yet even in
the winter sleep there is solace for you see rebirth in the leaves of the trees
with Spring and Summer…winter can kill the flesh, the leaves, but it cannot kill
the roots of the spirit…nature’s display of judgment and grace.
Here is a link to the type of trees in the Smokies
With the
elevation rising (pedal to the medal) Mount LeConte stands as an ancient
guardian, a castle of the clouds, the river runs at a breakneck pace, rapids
thundering like a bear in motion. Named after
the LeConte brothers, including famous geologist Joseph LeConte, the mountain
stands at 6,593 feet. It is the third
highest peak in the Smokies behind Clingman’s Dome and Mount Guyot. Mount LeConte is a favorite among hikers, who
trek the pinnacles via Alum Bluff Cave to the LeConte Lodge. The Lodge is a backcountry structure that can
be reserved for overnight stays (a year in advance). The summit offers stunning views of the surrounding chain of the Smokies. Alum Cave Trail – passes notable landmarks,
arch rock, inspiration point, duck hawk peaks, cliff tom, rainbow falls and eye
of the needle.
Another nearby
hike that I hope to attempt in a future trip to the Smokies is the Chimney Tops
Trail. This trailhead starts at the
idyllic picnic area tucked in the woods.
It is a steep climb scaling 1350 feet in two miles. The pain yields a gain of stunning rocky top
views of the surrounding vistas. The Cherokee
called Chimney Tops, a unique rock formation at the top of a cliff,
Duniskwalgunyi – “forked antler.”
Forty minutes (fifteen
miles) into our drive the forests open up to reveal a spectacular panorama of
the Smokies. The vast, daunting
landscape and whistling wind calling the soul into a humble regard for the
glory of nature, the creation of every living thing and the cold muddy ground
beneath your feet. The ambling,
wandering ridges of the Smokies consume those who are ‘lost’ in this
wilderness, the diverse landscape is oxygen to the heart – it can sweep you
into a higher state of mind, the sort of peace and chaos of stars coming out of
pitch blackness. It is a moment of first
light, a dawn that compels one to bask in the intricate beauty before
them.
Straddling the
North Carolina and Tennessee state lines, Newfound Gap stands as a window into
the heart of Appalachia. It is here that
the crossroads of these ancient hills collide in wide open wonder. At nearly a mile high (5046 feet), Newfound
Gap is the highest spot in the Smokies accessed via roads. It is also an intersection for the
Appalachian Trail. The arduous
Appalachian Trail is the stuff of legend and the work of hard treacherous
backcountry exploration over 2181 miles from Georgia to Maine. The AT traverses seventy miles of untouched
wild territory in The Great Smoky Mountains National Park. The 3 mile segment of the trail at Newfound
Gap is a moderate hike and a great opportunity for everyone to blaze the AT
even if they cannot swing a 2181 trek.
For hundreds of
years, Newfound Gap, was a quiet space unstirred by men. The Cherokee used the Indian Gap road, an
ancient trail to cross the backbone of the corrugated peaks and mystic mists of
the Smokies. The Indian Gap route was
believed to be the lowest pass through the Smokies until 872. Swiss geographer, Arnold Henry Guyot set out
to measure Southern Appalachian elevations.
He used a simple barometer to measure changes in air pressure to calculate
mountain heights. In most cases he was
within 2-3 percent of current values.
His work in the Smokies revealed Newfound Gap to be the lowest pass
through the mountains, offering relief to those traveling across the
mountains. The lower, easier crossing
usurped Indian Gap as a ‘New Found’ gap.
A primitive road was carved along the Newfound Gap pass road, eventually
paved into the current Newfound Gap road – the only road in the park that
traverses the bear claw spine of the tallest strain of mountains east of the
Mississippi.
The vistas from
Newfound Gap are sublime. Staring out
into the sapphire hued ridges of the Smokies, I felt as if I were standing in the middle of a watercolor
painting. The mountains rim moving in
fluid motion in the color of the sky and earth.
The Blue Ridge haze creating an illusion of the mountains being an ocean
of blue, each peak an undulating wave, the clouds ships on roaring waters. Each subtle layer luring you in. Each second lost in the expanse, you discover
newfound marvels, some as subtle as a bird dangling on the edge before taking
flight or a lone wildflower, to the cold dirt snow reflecting the muddy
transition of winter to spring. The
beauty instantly charms you with a flirtation, yet it is in returning, allowing
the wind to guide your eyes and color to give you wings to soar among the
mountains, valleys and hidden treasures, weeping rocks and chimney tops that
you realize though the Smokies do not overwhelm sight like the Rockies, the
beauty lingers and grows deeper in time.
Time echoes its song in the Blue Ridge, rambling in the wind, rising to
tell stories of eons past. You feel
history in the soft whisper of the wind and the promise of the future and
responsibility of stewardship in the glow of the sun. Yes these hills, mountains are wise, their
peaks like a widow’s brow, the strata of rock wrinkles – each wrinkle lessons
in time and spirit…the forests breath and the mists a soothsaying fog.
A highlight at Newfound Gap is the
Rockefeller Memorial, which pays homage to Laura Rockefeller. The Rockefeller’s donated 5 million dollars
to the park as a matching grant to ensure the Smokies would be set aside as a
national park. In a future blog post I
will delve deeper into the history of the Smokies and its uphill battle in the
1920s-30s to become a National Park. It
took the pennies of students to impoverished citizens to the wealthiest
Americans to act as advocates for the Smokies.
Their sacrifices have preserved and protected this land for our
generation, now it is our duty to continue the active mission of conservation.
At Newfound Gap
I finally stepped on Tar Heel ground. Straddling the state lines of TN-NC is a
moving jig through my own history. I
grew up in North Carolina, these are the mountains of my youth, while Tennessee
is where I lived for five years – living on dreams, climbing mountains only for
hopes to shatter into glass, and rain it fell hard as a hurricane, it has taken
five years to see the rainbow of joy through the prism of the glass. I can step on TN and NC soil with a newfound
hope and resiliency of spirit.
Leaving
Newfound Gap, we drove the steep rugged seven mile paved road to Clingmans
Dome. April 1st is the first
day the road is open to vehicular traffic.
Clingmans Dome
is the beacon of the Smokies. It stands
guard at 6643 feet, it is a ‘castle’ rising from the mists to kiss the
sky. Here you can converse with the
clouds and meditate in the whisper of the wind.
Stretching across the Tennessee and North Carolina lines, Clingmans Dome
is the highest peak in the Smokies and third highest peak east of the
Mississippi after NC’s Mount Mitchell and Mount Craig. It is a must see sight in the Smokies…a
pinnacle, a spire and outpost for the ‘buzzard.’
Circling around
until we found the last open parking space, we trekked the strenuous half mile
paved vertical path to the Observation Tower situated on the summit of
Clingmans Dome. Even the aged hiker in me struggled with each step towards the
precipice, the abrupt elevation gain squeezing the air out of my lungs. This landscape truly is breathtaking. The thin air is contrasted by the dense
moisture that lingers from mountain storms and the fresh scent of fir trees
growing along the ridge line. Elevation
gain is the hardest part of mountain hiking.
Even living at 5,000 feet in Montana and hiking summits in Yellowstone,
you do not stay acclimated to high elevations, each foot pressing deeper into
your lungs and testing the human elements.
Here the beauty spurs you to fight
for breaths and continue to climb up the mountain, my knees cracking and my
hamstrings sore. It is hell on the
knees and lungs, but standing atop the cliffs of lonely mountain paths you will
never feel more alive. I struggled to maintain even breaths as I
ascended the mountain, my knees cracking and my hamstrings sore, still I
powered through, focused on the promise of a stunning view at the top, all the
while stopping to breathe in the scenery step by step.
The hike atop
Clingmans Dome offers a unique window into the volatile beauty of the harsh
extremes of highland Appalachia. Like
Newfound Gap, Clingmans Dome is much colder than surrounding peaks and valleys,
creating a cold damp wet coniferous rainforest environment more akin to Canada
than the southeastern United States.
Clingmans Dome is home to one of the largest Spruce Pine forests in the
United States. The slopes and crags of
the mountain lined with the graceful stoic Fraser Fir.
The Fraser Fir
is a species of fir native to the eastern U.S.
It is found only in the highest elevations of the Tennessee, Virginia
and North Carolina Mountains. Fraser
Firs have an enchanting aroma of earth and sun, winter and spring. Their
needles are cyclical and spired, poised and verdant. The Fraser Fir is an integral part of this
mountain landscape. Sadly this indigenous species that has inspired the
song of birds and poems and foundations of the homes of man is in full frontal
warfare with a deadly invasive species, the Balsalm Woolly Adelgid. This insect was introduced to the region from
Europe during colonization. As a new
pest to the Fraser it has no natural immunity to the insect and therefore
little natural defense to stop the spread of an Adelgid epidemic. The insect injects the tree with toxins,
blocking the path of the tree’s nutrients, causing the tree to starve to death.
Thousands of dead trees stand on these hills as a warning and testament. From the view tower at Clingman's Dome, the
endless stands of petrified white stalks of wood are ghosts haunting the
otherwise lively and vibrant landscape.
A ranger said
that ‘humans do a lot of cruel and stupid things, we consume by greed and
smother life from the earth, but humans also have the capacity for compassion
and care. We can learn from our mistakes
and the mistakes of our fathers to create a better way forward. It does not mean you cannot erase the mistakes
of the past, but you can work to preserve what is left for the future and strive
to be better stewards of the land, not only in our own time but a time as deep
and luminous, misty and faithful as the Smoky Mountains themselves.’ We are by nature flawed, selfish and
stubborn, still there is a crying out from these mountains for protection and
connection. We are allies, nature and
man, we cannot overtake one another lest the world falls into chaos. As with any relationship it is one of tender
care, thought and diligence, compromise and respect – otherwise one is cheated
and the other withers away – until the ‘conqueror’ too falls by the sword.
The National
Park Service is working with top scientists to act as protectors and guardians
of the forests in the fight against invasive insects (we had a similar struggle
against the native pine beetle in Montana);
it will never bring the ghosts pines of the mountain back to life, but
life can be restored, reborn again with a healthy forest through pilot programs
to aid in the defense against the Balsalm Woolly Adelgid and its cousin the
Hemlock Woolly Adelgid (killing off hundreds of the park’s hemlock trees); The
frost of the past winter, bitter and unrelenting actually has been an advocate
in the fight, subzero temps can kill off Adelgids.
Peering across
the glorious mystery and majesty of the Smokies from the Observation Tower atop
Clingman's Dome I travel across the miles.
The ridge of ambling hills is like an ocean of blue, waves dancing on the horizon with the ebb and
flow the wind and the sky a ceaseless blue.
As a storyteller I dream that this was once an ocean and Clingman's Dome
an island in the sea. A magical queen
lived on the mountain, one day a bear man swam across the ocean of blue,
stepping onto the island, he set eyes on the beautiful queen and they fell in
love…while an evil trickster and jealous hunter killed the bear. The snake bite the bear in hope of stealing
the queen’s fortune, while the hunter used his arrow to hit the bear’s heart –
the hunter in love with the queen and jealous of the bear man. Lost without her love, the queen used her
powers to turn the ocean into mountains so that no one could ever disturb her
silent heart, while she commanded the clouds to rain ice and snow, wind and
fire onto these hills. The trees sprang
up as guardians and protectors of the lost and lonesome, avengers of the
deceivers of the night. The ghost trees
are those who sided with the snake and hunter – warning never to forget the
power of the mountain.
My mom and I
stood in awe of the landscape for twenty minutes before descending back to
Torrey Ridge. Our next part of this
adventure continues at the Oconaluftee Visitor Center and Cherokee North
Carolina.
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